It's already May 2010.. been so busy with life.. I finally have a job as a nursing admin @ St. Luke's Medical Center Q.C. It's been 5 months already and yeah I manage to survive a new environment and a new job being a nurse. Well im feeling a bit stressed out lately with all the issues at work and life's pressures.. Still I haven't applied for NCLEX nor IELTS. I have been thinking a lot lately on how i wana spend the next 5 years of my life before i turn 30. Well sometimes it crosses my mind that I wanna have a baby already; yet that seems to be impossible since I am still single.Yeah still SINGLE.. it's seems like the longest period of time being love-less, especially now that career is my number one priority for the year..
Anyway enough of these non-sense anxiety related issues of mine..
Talking about my present life.. I'm kilig or should I say I'm happy to get to be friends with a new guy.. He managed to adopt with my stubborness and emo moments and even made an effort on visiting me..(kilig tlga!) I'm not really that into him yet ..well we haven't hangout pa naman, I'm just excited to get to know him better.. I just hope that this won't be another stucked-up relationship.. wherein i always find myself explaining to friends when they ask how I am and the guy ---> "we're not gonna reach to any level than just being friends" just to make them stop wishing for a fairytale ending -well 3 had failed already so I might aswell break the spell and try to work things out this time..I just hope that in some ways he's appreciating my existence the way I do with him..ughhh! I'm really not good in hiding my feelings (kulit mode:ON)...imma keep my fingers crossed and hope to break the spell...
"tomorrow's another day-it's payday Friday- it better be good"
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