.1 week of not being makulit.

i feel so resented by people close to me right now..like my existence has become so irritating for them.. :( have i been so inconsiderate ba? it depresses me getting negative vibes.. parang i just wanna be quiet and invisible for a week and wait for the time when they all miss me again..haaay! parang it's hard being ME..ang daming restrictions/complications/expectations .. I just wish i could be free and happy..  

maybe i'll just make use of this week to contemplate on my goals for 2010.. 

*sighs* 

anti-social mode :ON