.1 week of not being makulit.

i feel so resented by people close to me right now..like my existence has become so irritating for them.. :( have i been so inconsiderate ba? it depresses me getting negative vibes.. parang i just wanna be quiet and invisible for a week and wait for the time when they all miss me again..haaay! parang it's hard being ME..ang daming restrictions/complications/expectations .. I just wish i could be free and happy..  

maybe i'll just make use of this week to contemplate on my goals for 2010.. 

*sighs* 

anti-social mode :ON

.memory - fragma.

***One second of hope.Is a week of regret.The curse of the mind.Is that it never forgets***It’s only…Memory, memory, memory.It’s all over the top now.Memory, memory, memory.And I need it to stop now***

on my New Year Goals -2010

 2009 is over . Well so far it has been the best year of all time.. I was able to receive a lot of blessings and answered prayers.. thank you LORD!! I passed the NLE June - got a Nursing job @ SLMC - Parents and sister went to visit Manila after 7 years!!! Winner talaga..

 so for the year 2010:

I need to make my new goals and have a fresh start. :P

so far living the first 17 days of Jan. 2010 was very busy and toxic. There was Cate's wedding last Jan.4 in Baguio + Family major outing + Work work work + Met someone on the love category.whew a lot of things has happened already and that's a good thing to start the year!!!

Well i still need to list down a draft of my goals for the year..

here's what I have in mind..

1. Learn to drive a stickshift car

2. Get as many nursing trainings and seminars

3. Complete all the NCLEX requirements

4. Take/Pass the NCLEX

5. Take/Pass IELTS

6. Stabilize the business with bless

7. Revive my online store

8. Look for my own "mananahe"

9. Pimp my room space

10. Have a serious relationship

11. more.....

yikes! I really do need a lot of discipline and budgeting to accomplish these.. Positive lang ako palage .. I know all of these will be done before the year ends!!! Keeping the FAITH up! :)