.on being confused.

am I just bored, or magkakaron lang ba ako..or am I missing him..waaah! well I went out on a date with *J lastnight well ok naman..medyo quiet lang sha..mga booboos namemention ko name ni *P..i'm getting crazy again..am I afraid of being attached ??? d kona alam.. all i know is i just wanna have fun..well *P is a lot of fun...on the otherhand *J is a gentleman.. wah!! i need a drink.. ayoko na ibig deal and bigyan ng meaning lahat ng ito..well i the end it's a matter of wait and see