.on being confused.

am I just bored, or magkakaron lang ba ako..or am I missing him..waaah! well I went out on a date with *J lastnight well ok naman..medyo quiet lang sha..mga booboos namemention ko name ni *P..i'm getting crazy again..am I afraid of being attached ??? d kona alam.. all i know is i just wanna have fun..well *P is a lot of fun...on the otherhand *J is a gentleman.. wah!! i need a drink.. ayoko na ibig deal and bigyan ng meaning lahat ng ito..well i the end it's a matter of wait and see

.on life without internet.

it's been a 2 weeks since I last got online..Well those two weeks have been crazy for me..Everything started with Bagyong Ondoy -and stillI manage to attend my bestfriend's birthday party..Her crowd has been very different from mine,well kinda - siguro I ust have a lot of friends from different walks of life kaya I tend to categorize.. Anyway as always Ms.Congeniality nanaman ang act ko + added boost of confidence and kakulitan from the alcohol. In a night I was able to make new friends,even crash another birthday party..everything was unplanned and these are those times when you just let go of all your fears and hesitations.. Surprisingly I discovered something about myself that I never thought I can be.. I met someone -well he's just the typical guy who goes to parties and send out those "nice-friendly-bad boy-flirty" moves with girls.. still with respect I just let things flow and tried to discover a mystery.. this urge and curiosity has been unveiled - and i got this feeling like when you have been super resentful of doing something and when u got the guts to do it you find out that it's not as complicated as you thought it was..Lesson Learned: You live ,You learn ...at present I am actually fine -I'm not even affected