.on the day before my mens.

wah!i had another encounter with my temptations..after the weekend that he hasn't been replying my textmessages he just said "musta?" and things are back the way they were...what sucks is that everything is just good for a day..the next day i texted him he didn't reply again..hay! nakakaloka.. hinde ata ako tatagal sa ganitong set up.. susuko na tlga ako ..nakakasira na ng ulo...hay y can't i just find one serious guy whom i can share my life with hinde ba tlga pwede sha nalang??? nakakapagod na sayang sa time and effort.. kase alam ko naman na walang patutumhuhan eto... hay gusto kona tlga lumayo..y parang nahihirapan ako i own ang buhay ko feeling ko robot ako na pinapalitana nalang ng battery pag nawawalan na ng energy gumalaw..shet! I know the least i want from him is THAT..pero pano kung yun lang maoffer nya do i have to accept that offer instead or magwait nalang ako ng masdeserve ko..hay masaya pa ba ako sa kanya?or he's just an old ghost haunting me..? Ayaw kona!!! hay kelangan kona tlga anindigan na tama na kalokohan..enough is enogh! i need to let go and move on!!!! hay itutulog kona eto...