Sunday, October 26, 2008

..on choosing your guy friends

I am fortunate to have guyfriends..since I have no brothers..they have been the "kuya image" for me.. they have often become my instant date,driver,shopping buddies,inuman buddies..Everything seems perfect..Yet all good things must come to an end..

A test in our friendship sometimes occurs without you knowing how to handle it..and sadly you are left to just drop the friendship with them to feel safe again and stay at peace..

Dramas often happen with girl friends..pero it's even worse pala with guy friends..I am just fed up with all the uncertainty and betrayal(still unproven) yet action speaks louder than words.. I hate to be treated like I am invincible or apathetic, which is most of the time I cope by just staying cool and not dealing with emotions...Time has changed me to become more vocal when I feel hurt..I still think that I am bad at it and become more broken..I guess that's how you deal with reality.. It has to bump you and crush you to pieces...

Ouchie!

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