...on a sad and lonely November 1

hmmm... I guess being back in the house means back to the same old scenario..Where my sister thinks that I am always wrong and I don't deserve to enjoy life..Last night was so hurtful for me to hear her say that I shouldn't lend my things before with my x-bf if we wouldn't stay that long..(how could that ever be possible..for me to know when my relationship will end???) I just hope she would think first before she say something 'coz it hurts me to be reminded that my past relationship sucks..

haay! yet these are the moments when me and my present bf get along...when I seek comfort from him and he's just there to listen..I love him for that! :) Thanks beh!

...on what to wear?

OH! I adore LC's outfits and im gonna do the 

high-waist skirt + tanktop getup!!

probably for Kate C. upcoming birthday party!!! 

yipee so excited!

..on a Good Monday Morning Sunshine

Woke up early to "salubong" the Virgin Mary...It has been the village' tradition to bring her on every household..and now She's here at our home...

Owhell! enough with the dramas and off I go to fix my online shop @ multiply..I started around 11am and still I am here in front of my laptop looking all geeky and nerdy..ahahaha! (so college!)
and here's my finished product (done with the banner palang)


Soon to open: http://fashionistanurses.multiply.com/

..on choosing your guy friends

I am fortunate to have guyfriends..since I have no brothers..they have been the "kuya image" for me.. they have often become my instant date,driver,shopping buddies,inuman buddies..Everything seems perfect..Yet all good things must come to an end..

A test in our friendship sometimes occurs without you knowing how to handle it..and sadly you are left to just drop the friendship with them to feel safe again and stay at peace..

Dramas often happen with girl friends..pero it's even worse pala with guy friends..I am just fed up with all the uncertainty and betrayal(still unproven) yet action speaks louder than words.. I hate to be treated like I am invincible or apathetic, which is most of the time I cope by just staying cool and not dealing with emotions...Time has changed me to become more vocal when I feel hurt..I still think that I am bad at it and become more broken..I guess that's how you deal with reality.. It has to bump you and crush you to pieces...

Ouchie!

...on a Sunday morning

* listening to my "yeah girl" playlist*

hay..why is it so hard for me to deal with love..? sometimes i just can't understand inconsistency of communicating with him..sometimes he'll be sweet pero when he is tired he won't even say hi..wala lang.. am i getting to emotional again..i just wish he still feels the same way? =(

Friday Getup
10.25.08

Friday getup by fashionistanurse

..hiyee I'm back to blogspot...

It's semestral break for me 'til Nov.10.