Thursday, May 24, 2007

on STUFF i MiSS:

  1. i miss my bestfriends : Ayeen,JP,Bogs,Kaye - these are the people who are so dear to me yet it's been a long time since we last saw eachother.. well hopefully before June classes starts we'll have time to catch up and have fun!
  2. i miss shopping: i am celibate from shopping for a month. haven't bought nething new . and now my wishlist is so long already.. all i need is my kaching-kaching.. gonna get ready for end of summer sale!! hihihihi
  3. i miss SUMMER '07: literally among my friends i am the only "winter snow" color.. i haven't gone to any beach nor pool this summer?! it really sucks ..what a sacrifice!!! *poor me*
  4. i miss my glam dresses,shoes,axes: going to school 7 days a week means - fashion = SCRUBS..the scrubbish look "bunned hair,scrubs,white rubbershoes,big bag" ... not fashionable at all.. * i wish we'll have a washday and can wear anything we want*
  5. i miss Mr.Summer Lovin' : this i say tops the list.. from the past i really hit the love shack during summer yet my mojo isn't on the move right now.. not a single flingaling,crushicrush,boylalu! *wanted:a date* - wish i have the time for this!*nyorks*
  6. i miss myself: i may not have time to socialize with my friends lately [which i am trully sorry for my pagkukulang -'ope you guys understand my pitifull situation] also i have no time to fix myself - i am a trash.. i go to school with my wet ponied hair,baby cologne,unplucked eyebrows,baby powdered face - I am a total disaster!!! i definitely need a make-over!!!
2 days more and imma catch up on everything! i PROMISE!!!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

on LOVING DRESSES:
*despite my knee accident .. still diggin' dresses as my regular outfit*





pics from oldnavy.com and urbanoutfitters.com
for local finds of similar dresses check artworks store,MNLW,hollywoodfever.multiply.com

Sunday, May 20, 2007

on being a nurse due to my fashion accident:

hu hu hu! I had an accident last night I tripped in the stairs and injured my knee.. [don't worry 3-steps stairs lang naman sha] I don't know if where my mind is when that happened..basta nalang i fell and felt pain in my knee.. nakuha kopa mag yosi on the side..coz i thought my sister will be out of the resto na din pero i was wrong i looked inside from the window sitting pretty pa sha while talking with my mom over the phone.. ..so i went to the car..ayun dumudugo na pla yung tuhod ko..oh the worst part I'm wearing a dress last nyt! bute nalang no one saw what happened.. aside from the guard na may kachikahan sa phone na naka headset pa..[nakakaloko tlga mga naka headset akala ko ako kausap d pala] hmm being a student nurse edi todo praning ako i immediately grabbed my chd bag..got my alcohol,betadine,hydrogen peroxide,gauze,micropore,scissors .. [ahahah kala mo major surgery eh]

anyways.. I know i am over-acting yet it's been a long time since I bruised myself.. and that's when my mom is still here and would clean it for me.. YET since BIG GIRL NA SI RIAN.. ako nalang nagclean.. and i still have my strawberry shortcake bandage..[hehehe]

masaya nako coz so far d na sha sore.. wag lang tlga sha mag scar!!! :(

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

on dealing with "FAKE FRIENDS":

How pathetic a person can be when she has everything in her life except for true friends.. she might be a pretty face, party freak, freakin rich girl yet with a "SOCIAL CLIMBER" and "BACKSTABBER" attitude that ain't gonna gain her true friends..

Didn't give much attention to her awfull attitude before.. like how she transformed into this ugly duckling into a swan .. well a fake one.. coz a swan can be noticeably pretty without her bragging about it.. It just gets into my nerves when people became arrogant...and talk shit all the time once they are classified into the upper-class of society.. like "ohh i bought this watch for 5k yet not a time that she wore it"... or "i have tons of guys who studies in this school who owns a ferrari..blah blah blah"... well those i can tolerate [baka ksp lang] but then hearing something negative about me coming from her stupid mouth is something I can't pass... when we are together she'll be a goody-goody concerned friend.. yet once I turn my back she'll be this evil b*tch and starts talking sh*t about me.. How insane can she be ryt? She gain her happiness trying to be cool, longing to be on the A-list, making lies just to make her popular, putting her friends down, trying to fit in, bragging about her stuff,spreading rumors about other friends, giving comments without even caring if someone will get hurt... [girl' wake up!you're not fun anymore!]

Friendship is not about competition -
it's not about having more but it's all about sharing,

it's not all about the parties and booze -it's all about the presence of a friend in times when you're so low..

it's not on the quantity of events you've been together - it's more of the quality time you spend with eachother...

it's not all about the captured moments - it's all about the good memories...

it's not how expensive you're gifts are - it's all about the purest thought of appreciation

it's not all about your glits and glam - others have a life too, and that ain't include you...



I won't mention who u are? coz I'm not like you..
I just wanna get it out of my chest...not even expecting for an apology...
GET A LIFE!!! WE ALL KNOW YOUR MISHAPS IN LIFE - HOW YOU BECAME WHAT YOU ARE RIGHT NOW - WE KNOW THAT YOU'RE A SCAM and ALL YOUR LIFE IS BASED ON LYING.. so don't expect us to be TRUE to you coz you made us react like this , and so be it!




Monday, May 14, 2007

on Me getting back on my blog:

Whoah! last entry was May 6..and it's May 15 already ..a week of not blogging..how pathetic.. ohwell literally it's HELL week for me.. being a Resident Student [def. a nursing student who's been staying in school for 7days a week, no restday at all] yet i still manage to go out with friends after a 5-9pm class and a 7am class the next day.. Time is so precious to say NO to friends..

I was so delighted when they announced that there will be no classes last Sunday.. THANK GOD! a 2 day off from school is a blessing..so I didn't waste the time I have so last SATURDAY texted my hs friends for some booze... not knowing that there'll be a liquor ban by 12mn.. we got @ Quatro around 1030.. an hour left so without looking at the menu we immediately ordered a beer tower with grenadine syrup.. [ugh! people were staring at us coz were like only 2 ladies with this beer tower..i guess everyone was new in this bar coz everyone ordered for a mucho mug] ahahah! "still i declare that i ain't an alcoholic"

Sunday - out with my bestfr
iend..had dinner @ Napoli's Tomas Morato

Monday- Election day.. well i was experiencing anxiety attack coz it's the last day of no school.. so i warped by playing sims 2 from 11am-6pm [hehehhe.. my character now has a limo and now the vice president of the company.. and lives in a cruise ship ryt now] skiping lunch made me so hungry and i decided to treat my sis @ Sakae Suchi since it's been months that i am longing to try that resto... heheh! i just wanna amaze myself with the revolving food plates..[like the ones on jap movies] I'm definitely going back to that place!!!! yum yum food!
Then had coffee @ Xocolat...
Mcdo drive thru for chicken nuggets.. hehehhehe! FOOD TRIP!





back to school later.. pray for me guys!!!


Sunday, May 6, 2007

on My Loneliest Day ;( :

It feels like eachday I have a gray cloud over me..
I never felt so alone til 2day!

How about studying all night for an exam then knowing that you've failed!
Starving yet there's no food to eat ,not even someone cared to share you some!
Inviting friends out - coz all you need is a friend who could cheer you up..
yet they pass on your invitation for some selfish reasons...
Knowing that you have tons of friends yet realizing that none of them will show up
in times when you need them the most...
Felling exhausted and sick and not even getting any "are you ok?" from the people you expect to read your feelings without you telling them..
Going home by yourself riding a cab with no one caring if you'd be home safe!
Tears falling down your cheeks - coz all you can think of is your death day and
wonder if the people whom you've cared so much would even spare a minute to visit your wake...


I really do question my existence and use on other people's lives??! I wonder if I really am a part of their lives.. or just a person whom they know who would always be there on their side in times when they feel ALONE.. I never demand for something grand yet I just can't accept that I am not getting what I deserve...or this is all that I have to receive..?! *sighs*

I miss my family,my sister,my true friends and most especially God.
*crying*