...on the last day of my review break

today is the last day of my 3-day review break.. twas a rainy day so I decided to stay home and just have ate nary come over to have merienda and do our everyday review session...I did have fun and a productive break.. dyed my hair (d halata kase dark brown yung shade..heheh)...was able to go to EASTWOOD(hangout and had dinner with Carlo,Nary,Noreen)...watched a last full show at Trinoma with Joy (movie: "Ghost of Girlfriends Past" -highly recommended for commitment phobic guys)..visit Sta.Clara Church .. and go online and blog!

gonna fetch my sister later at the airport.. I'm so excited on the pasalubongs..heheheh!!!Since was able to arbor some of my little sister's stuff!!! (ganyan talaga pag recession - trading clothes nalang) It's gonna be a long day tomorrow back to the review!!! News flash it's exactly 25 days to go before the June 6 -7 ,2009 Nursing Liscensure Exam (waaaaaah!!! God help me!)

to end my blog.. a lil update on the love sector.. well I am still single ... 60% healed..
I wish that when the time comes for his surprise agenda.. I will be ready and be happy about it!!!

..on my beach + vivere outfit

beach 2009 - by fashionistanurse on Polyvore.com

...on being pasaway

I usually get myself in awkward situations..before when I'm mad I usally keep it to myself..yet after all the experiences I have been through..I became more vocal about my feelings.. yet I am really no expert when it comes to confronting or being a b*tch...My super ego always fights with my id and the ego is crushing right in front of me...!!!

wah! well I did something unfairly unacceptable behavior lastnyt.. and I'm sorry for that coz it involved a gud friend of mine..wah!

I just hope he won't take it against me.. I hope we could just laugh about it...I wish he'd reply...i really feel bad bout it..*sighs*


on the other hand it's always good when all your friends are back in your life..THANKS GUYS!!

..on my personal style

personal style 1 - by fashionistanurse on Polyvore.com

personal style 2 - by fashionistanurse on Polyvore.com



personal style 3 - by fashionistanurse on Polyvore.com

..on no contol of everything

wahhhhh*screams*

I have been stressing about my vacation plans .. first the US trip was postponed and now even the Hong Kong trip was postponed..it's giving me a headache already..huhuhuhu!

i think i'd start studying nalang..back on FOCUSING on reviewing for the NLE..*sighs*

..on my dream fashion event

A good thing to start the day is by having me,my cousin and other friends to be included in the guestlist of the up coming PHILIPPINE FASHION WEEK on May 26- June 3..

I am so excited 'coz it was one of my wish before I leave the country...yehey!!!

..on dream interpretation

Before I sleep I was having thoughts of him again..

tempting me to text him if he had a safe flight ...

was just listening to the radio...then I just fell asleep...

Waking up was the best part..coz I had a dream...

*blushes* I dreamt that I was hanging out with my ex and her sister and then me and my ex decided to sleep already and then we end up hugging and making love with eachother...*devilish smiles*

I also dreamt about my dad carrying my sleeping inaanak(1 year old) into the couch then I was just staring at her as she sleeps..

I was smiling and hugging my pillow when i woke up yet I knew I have to end my fantasy so I say my morning praying, then off I rushed to my mac to check my dream interpretation..

so here's what it means... -->

EX BOYFRIEND

1. The ex-lover is thinking about the dreamer intensely, and projecting telepathic messages towards her which she receives in her dreams.

2. Incompletions with this person that need to be resolved within the dreamer before he is truly free to move on to a new relationship.

3. Similarities between this past relationship and situations now in the dreamer's life. Solutions to current difficulties may be resolved by the dreamer's remembering how he dealt with the ex-lover.

HUGGING EX

To dream that you are hugging someone, symbolizes your loving and caring nature. you are holding someone or something close to your heart. alternatively, it may indicate your need to be more affectionate.

SEX

To dream about sex, refers to the psychological completion and the integration of contrasting aspects of the Self. You need to be more receptive and incorporate aspects of your dream sex partner into your own character. Alternatively and a more direct interpretation of the dream, may be your libido's way of telling you that it's been too long since you have had sex. It may indicate repressed sexual desires and your needs for physical and emotional love. 

SEX with EX

To dream that you are having sex with an ex or someone who is not your current mate, denotes your reservations about embarking in a new relationship or situation. You may feel nervous about exposing yourself or currently feel a resurgence of those old emotions and feelings that you felt back when you and your ex were together.

SISTER of my EX

To see the sister of your EX in your dream, represents characteristics in her that you find within your own self. Consider also your waking relationship with her.

FATHER

To see your father in your dream, symbolizes authority and protection. It suggests that you need to be more self-reliant. Consider also your waking relationship with your father and how aspects of his character may be incorporated within yourself.

BABY

To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential.

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ok...so it really does connect with my present situation.. the dream was overwhelming and I am not sure if it suggest of communicating with my ex again and finding for closure since I am now on the verge of letting go and moving on..I guess it will be best for the both of us to have space and just see how things will be in the future..for now I'm gonna enjoy my new potentials!!!

*winks*(i take that back) i texted him and told him i dreamt about him..but i didnt go into details anymore don't wanna shock his morning...*kapeesh*