.on losing my hundred dollar bill.

I woke up early with hopes of going shopping today. I actually had my sister's bf drive me to have my $100 changed to peso.Unfortunately on our way to the grocery I went to check my money yet to my surprise it wasn't in my wallet. (huhuhu!) I am so clueless on where I placed it or if someone has stolen it from me. This incident is so disheartening 'coz I just realized that (1) it was from my dad before he left for NY ; (2) i'm broke and i need it now ; (3) i really need to take care of my possessions ...(huhuhu!)

Sweetness is still sick, I'm really worried about him coz he's been a workaholic and needed a tonsilectomy soon , yet he's pasaway and ignoring his medical condition. (errr!) :(

I just stayed home this Saturday just went online and accomplished my CGFNS application and looked for prospective schools in NY for my Masteral Degree. (in case I go for Plan A) haaay!!!

.i hate goodbyes.

Tomorrow is the day when Cate flies to US for good.It saddens me a lot since for a long time me and Cate has been very close like sisters.She has always been there for me through good or bad, a lot of events in our lives were shared together.(after duty gimiks,sleepover,out of town,roadtrips,kalokohan,kabaliwan) I will trully treasure those and hope to make more memories together when I finally go to the US aswell.Thank you for the friendship!


Until we meet again sweetie *Good Luck and Take Care*

.no work Wednesday.

It's a feel good Wednesday having an off in the middle of the week is such a relaxing moment..Well today is the Inauguration of the new Philippine President NOYNOY Aquino..which I have watched on the television earlier today!

Anyways, 2 weeks ago my hs bestfriend Deng left for UK for a carreer opportunity, 'twas so sad coz' we didn't have the time to bid farewell with eachother- the friendship suddenly was put to a hold .. i'm sure she had some reasons why she chose not to say goodbye to me nor with our barkada.. I just hope I'll get the chance to see her again before each one of us settles in a different country.
More to my grief sweetie Cates is leaving for US this Sunday already, it hits me again coz all of my female and male bestfriends are far away... Beb ayeen is in Dubai, Bez Jeremy is in Texas, and my family is in NY...wah! I can't really take it anymore.. I really am planning to go to US aswell ..haaay!!! ang hirap ng feeling,sometimes you just feel alone! :( boohoo..

I'm beginning to think if there are still some things that I have to finish here in PH..maybe I'd just let go of those and just start anew in a different environment,in a different place,in a different country.

I'm 25 seeking for a carreer ,for a serious relationship and for satisfaction. This I challenge myself that in the days to come I will take responsibility on fixing my life and leading to to a path of a greener pasteur. :) *so help me God*

.updating life.

A week after my Cebu-Bohol vacation..

I'm on the verge of making new plans for my life, making life changing decision needs to start now. I just realized that it's time for me to act now. Be Productive and Not waste time!!!

(test post)

.until you come back - rom.

Until U Come Back lyrics found at elyricsworld.com

.history repeats itself. it's crazy!

After 2 days of not getting any messages from "the doctor" he suddenly did awhile ago after i celebrated mass, at first i was hesitant to reply..yet i remained casual and did reply. Everything was going fine until he asked if i wanted to join him for coffee - and so i said yes! yet he wanted to delay the time like past 9pm. (not again,im getting tired of this setup! ang dame nyang arte!) to my ines - i asked for advice from "Mr.friendly" infairness he made me stand firm of not letting him win this time..and just decline his offer. As expected "the doctor" had a violent reaction..(na ayaw ko lang daw,minsan nanga lang daw kme magkita) haay! he's making me go crazy....i just can't deal with someone who has a very low EQ!!!

So i just ended up talking to "Mr.friendly" to calm me down from my ines.. that the focus of our conversation went to his real identity.. he's bisexual!!!! (my jaw dropped when he confessed !)not making it such a big deal i managed to tell him na if what makes him happy i'll still acccept him as a friend..

Seriously, i'm still in shock! i'm going crazy na.. this is too much to handle for a Sunday night...looking back in my past - nangyare na eto before with another guy friend of mine..
ano bah? baket ang lapit ko sa mga BI???? at sa mga walang kwentang mga Lalake???

.my 3rd MISTAKE.

ok I take it back I ain't falling for "the doctor"another big mistake..he's been aloof and unreachable..it sucks...let's just drop it!

on the other hand... "the Mr.friendly" is being super nice..well he's always there when i needed someone to comfort me..and he just gets me when I am down in despair..hmmm!l et's just leave it that way muna..I won't over analyze things... I'm just smiling now :)