.no work Wednesday.

It's a feel good Wednesday having an off in the middle of the week is such a relaxing moment..Well today is the Inauguration of the new Philippine President NOYNOY Aquino..which I have watched on the television earlier today!

Anyways, 2 weeks ago my hs bestfriend Deng left for UK for a carreer opportunity, 'twas so sad coz' we didn't have the time to bid farewell with eachother- the friendship suddenly was put to a hold .. i'm sure she had some reasons why she chose not to say goodbye to me nor with our barkada.. I just hope I'll get the chance to see her again before each one of us settles in a different country.
More to my grief sweetie Cates is leaving for US this Sunday already, it hits me again coz all of my female and male bestfriends are far away... Beb ayeen is in Dubai, Bez Jeremy is in Texas, and my family is in NY...wah! I can't really take it anymore.. I really am planning to go to US aswell ..haaay!!! ang hirap ng feeling,sometimes you just feel alone! :( boohoo..

I'm beginning to think if there are still some things that I have to finish here in PH..maybe I'd just let go of those and just start anew in a different environment,in a different place,in a different country.

I'm 25 seeking for a carreer ,for a serious relationship and for satisfaction. This I challenge myself that in the days to come I will take responsibility on fixing my life and leading to to a path of a greener pasteur. :) *so help me God*

.updating life.

A week after my Cebu-Bohol vacation..

I'm on the verge of making new plans for my life, making life changing decision needs to start now. I just realized that it's time for me to act now. Be Productive and Not waste time!!!

(test post)

.until you come back - rom.

Until U Come Back lyrics found at elyricsworld.com

.history repeats itself. it's crazy!

After 2 days of not getting any messages from "the doctor" he suddenly did awhile ago after i celebrated mass, at first i was hesitant to reply..yet i remained casual and did reply. Everything was going fine until he asked if i wanted to join him for coffee - and so i said yes! yet he wanted to delay the time like past 9pm. (not again,im getting tired of this setup! ang dame nyang arte!) to my ines - i asked for advice from "Mr.friendly" infairness he made me stand firm of not letting him win this time..and just decline his offer. As expected "the doctor" had a violent reaction..(na ayaw ko lang daw,minsan nanga lang daw kme magkita) haay! he's making me go crazy....i just can't deal with someone who has a very low EQ!!!

So i just ended up talking to "Mr.friendly" to calm me down from my ines.. that the focus of our conversation went to his real identity.. he's bisexual!!!! (my jaw dropped when he confessed !)not making it such a big deal i managed to tell him na if what makes him happy i'll still acccept him as a friend..

Seriously, i'm still in shock! i'm going crazy na.. this is too much to handle for a Sunday night...looking back in my past - nangyare na eto before with another guy friend of mine..
ano bah? baket ang lapit ko sa mga BI???? at sa mga walang kwentang mga Lalake???

.my 3rd MISTAKE.

ok I take it back I ain't falling for "the doctor"another big mistake..he's been aloof and unreachable..it sucks...let's just drop it!

on the other hand... "the Mr.friendly" is being super nice..well he's always there when i needed someone to comfort me..and he just gets me when I am down in despair..hmmm!l et's just leave it that way muna..I won't over analyze things... I'm just smiling now :)

.on meeting the ONE.

"There is no remedy for love but to love more"

- Henry David Thorean

Coming from nowhere a friend of mine texted me and asked me if it is ok to give out my number to a guy..since I don't have any love life , she wanted to match me with this guy who's in the same field as I am.. At first I was hesitant 'coz I had friends before match making me with unmatched friends of theirs..So I had to make sure first so I asked for his FB account first, just to give me an idea how he looked like and his interests aswell..

The next day I did checked his page, he looked fine naman..he had braces,chinky eyes and great big smile..Snd so I gave my friend the permission to officially "bugaw" me.. To make things faster I added him at FB..(ahahah atat!)

At work I was waiting for his text...and then he did.. (Wednesday) He greeted a simple Gudmorning! --- and then we've been texting everyday..then decided to meet up (Friday) at Starbucks Tomas Morato, then everything seemd fine I was really comfortable with him..that we started flirting with eachother..(kulitan lang!) then we headed at home and just booze up there..Twas a crazy-naughty-fun date.. hmm! I do like him na ata..ahahah! I just can't wait to see him again.. (awwww! kilig)

.on my circus day.

Today was crazy.. started the day with me still feeling antok..yet i need to get up and be ready for work... my body felt good yet I instantly felt my muscles aching,,due to lastnyt's 2-hour yoga..(nabatak ang buto buto ko)

I was energetic to work..was able to accomplish a lot..had lots of laughing moments with my officemates and dotors.. yet sabe nga nila mahirap magisng super saya,kase may kapalit na sadness..

To make the long story short - imediately I went home as soon as the clock striked 5pm..and then suddenly my hapiness is over.. I got a call from my boss questioning why I got home early..(freaking BV!!!)errr!...until now i can't get over it! gudluck nalang saken tom! I might facing a lot of negative vibes tom for sure..haaay!*sighs* : (2nd time na nasabon ako sa work!)

On the other hand si "mr.friendly" layed down his cards- na he's still seeing his ex pa pala even before he started to become uber friendly to me..eto pa even told me na they'll be dating the entire day... well it's beginning to weird me out coz he still calls me and update me his whereabouts..i dunno y? (seriously nakakaloka yet nasasanay na ako and it scares me kse alam ko he likes his ex padin) hinde ko alam ano intentions nya saken,seriously!?

Bute nalang despite my crazy day "the doctor" texted me na..hihihi! the entire day we were texting..*kilig* i added him sa FB na din..not bad looking naman..I'm really looking forward of seeing him in person na..wah!i need to fix up..super exhausted nako..not a gud thing for a 1st date, which is tom na ata..oh no...(next week nalang!)

it's *FFING HOT ..kairita!bummer tlga...